Since this is the first, i'll keep it light. Nothing heavy, just a few thoughts as to why i'm going this. First, this is for me... a collective place for me to keep my thoughts. A place for me to ramble and try to figure out what's going on in the thrity year old head of mine. Secondly, to document things in my life.. so i don't forget... and hopefully to help keep me grounded,.. and to help me to remember why i'm here. third. i am going to be honest. i am going to be brutially honest. with myself and with the readers, if there are any. foruth, i want to track somethings going on in my life. for example.. i am on the road to weight loss. i started with weight watchers a few weeks ago.. and just want to document the journey... the struggle.. hopefully i won't be the only one...
yes i know... i am probably in need of some perfessional help, but you know what.. soo are many many people out there... one of the many problems with life, is that there is no instruction book, no manual that tells you who to date, what job to take, where to live to be happy. you kinda have to figure that out for yourself. and its the jouney, the detours that lead you to ... you... for a while... while i figure out who i am, and what makes me happy... i hope to document it... to remind me of where i am right now... and the journey to where i end up... all the bumps.... all the bruises... and hopefully in the end... i find me.
oh... i write in thoughts... i will jump around... illogically.. i am going to be petty at times... overly emotional at times... and i most likely will not edit... so don't mind the fact that my grammar sucks, and lord knows what rabbit holes i'm going to get pulled into....
enjoy.
